Lie Lie Lie

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Heck @ 5:37 AM

Do I look like I give a damn?

Effing piqued now.

i have no secrets kept from you;

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

eyeglasses full of stars @ 10:05 PM

Music:Goo Goo Dolls-Black Balloon

Boyf is away for vacation fuck.Im stuck in SG.Charl is going away on Sat.Fuck fuck fuck.
OMG FUCKING CHELSEA IS SO ANNOYING SCREW YOU BITCH

i hate my life.

i have no secrets kept from you;

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Happy first month of coupleship @ 1:21 AM

It's been a month.I've so much to say to you I don't even know where to begin.You brought me joy,hope,laughter and love into my life.You're tremendously amazing,as a person and as a boyfriend.Your little gestures and a hint of a smile on your lips can make my day.Yesterday you told me that I meant everything to you.Although I didn't reply,I know that you mean everything to me too.For all the times we had,for all the fries we shared,for all the sparks that flew,I love you.

"It takes three seconds to say I love you, three minutes to explain it, three hours to demonstrate it, three days to appreciate it, and a lifetime to prove it. The hardest part in loving is when you can only view the person you love from a distance and not being able to hold his hand, embrace him tight, and tell him how much you love him, because to him, you're only his friend. Watching you from a distance, afraid to get too close, hoping that you'd realize who loved you the most. But unless you open your eyes to the one who's always there, you'll never realize that I'm the one who cares. The test of true love is having all the things go wrong but still having a special way to love despite all the wrong things that may happen. Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." Its about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be. Love until it hurts, and when it hurts, love some more. And when it hurts some more, love even more, and when it hurts even more, love until it hurts no more. Love is the extremely difficult realization that someone other than oneself is real. You can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to the person to realize your worth. Love is a commitment, not a feeling. Romance is not love. If I love you because you're beautiful, that's romance. But if you're beautiful because I love you, that's love. Never take love for granted because the best thing in this world is knowing that you are loved. So if you have someone special, hold that person close to your heart. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us more than we can. When we are in love, we often doubt that which we most believe. Love knows no reason, love knows no lies. Love defies all reasons, love has no eyes. But love is not blind, love sees but does not mind. What lips hide, the eyes reveal. People say "I love you" just for the sake of saying it, some just for pity, and some because they promised. When you think real hard, the people who find it so hard to say are usually the ones who mean it. Love is everything it's cracked up to be. It’s worth waiting for, worth being brave for, and you know what? If you don't risk anything, you risk even more. What is love? Those who don't like it call it a responsibility, those who play with it call it a game, those who don't have it call it a dream, and those who love call it a destiny. In times of darkness, love sees. In times of silence, love hears. In times of doubt, love hopes. In times of sorrow, love heals. And in all times, love starts within you. Love is sometimes denied, sometimes lost, sometimes unrecognized. But in the end always found with no regrets, forever valued, kept and treasured. Whenever, wherever, if you are meant to be for each other, love will be there. You don't need to search for love, love will find you."
(Xanga.com/vintage_nightss)

i have no secrets kept from you;

Foofoobunnyyyyy @ 12:56 AM

I HEART CHARLINNE MILLIONS.

Yay yay yay I (l) staying over at her cribz and destroying her cribz.3 nights mehhhhh!Tess one night.JT 1 night!We r all her luverz right?Luv Charlllll.

Btw I got rainbow eyeliner,chapstickz,lipstickz,lip gloss (nude),leather bomber jacket,polka dotted shorts and some weird keychain thingy I ordered online frm overseas.Heh.Anyway I've got 200 bucks every week to spend.I can splurge like nutz.But then it includes my breakfast,lunch,tea and dinner as well pftzxzx.So Im dieting!Lessfood=more$
Im gonna get more stuff too.I need a new bag.Ugh.I got my makeup kit already-screams n go high- not that i rly need it,but its good stuff.from loreal to ettusais to heck what.I need a manicureeeee lulz.

Im dinnering w Boyf,Charl,Layne,Ree,JT,Nick.I miss Nick tonz!He's back in sg and thats awesome.Um Swensons or what?Text me;)

I can't control myself. When I see you there's no one else.
When I get down all by myself, you're the one I think about.

i have no secrets kept from you;

Monday, November 3, 2008

Just because we use cheats doesn't mean we're not smart @ 10:00 PM

1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint .

2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours .

3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged

4. Start your post with; I have been tagged !

I have been tagged by -I STOLE THIS LULZX-

FAVOURITES

Favourite Colour:

Crimson red
Favourite Food:

All sorts,expensive food neh.

Favourite Movie:
Not sure

Favourite Sport:

Volleyball/Swimming/Skateboarding
Favourite Day:

Saturday

Favourite Season:

Autumn

Favourite Ice-cream:

HAAGEN DASZ

CURRENTS
Current Mood: Sianz

Current Clothes: White shirt,blue collar,pink shorts,grey socks(hu wear socks at home like diao)

Current Desktop: sth from deviantart

Current Time: 13 57

Current Surroundings: nobody lah

Current Annoyance: birds

FIRST

First Best Friend:Janette Lee

First Lie: DNO LAH I LIE ALL THE TIME HEHE

First Music: diao dno

LASTS

Last drink: ice coke
Last Car Ride: monday
Last Crush: still have;)

Have you ever dated one of your good friends: yeeeeah

Have you ever broke the law: kinda:x

Have you ever been arrested: naaaao
Have you ever been on TV: naaaaaao

Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: naaaaaao
Random 5 things you are good at: chinese,spending money,shopping,doodling,screaming profanities

4 things you've done today: breathe bathe eat drink

Things you can hear right now: clock ticktockticktock
5 People to tag: just do it lah diao..

And my apple juice looks like beer/shandy haha!Damn I miss Charl and Layne and Tezz loads):And I wanna change my screen name to EISLEY.Omg so cool lah the band is ultimate <3,well>

Fuck I know I sound so dysfunctional,disorientated and all but rly if people wna accuse me of being a POSEUR which I am so totally NOT,i have nothing,and absolutely nothing to say about it.Your opinion of me doesn't matter.Sheez I sound like a total fucking bitchslut online lol now that i realize but oh well,the people who know me well in rl are the people who know what kinda person i am.yes i do have a bad temper,flare up at times and all but when im sweet,im sweet.when im bad,im bad.yknow yeah.gosh i dno y am i explaining this to some bitches.ewwewew.and just cuz i have many exboyfs doesn'tmean imma player or a slut.And my life dun revolve ard my friends and boyfs only.srsly im not that dependent and put ilmyboiii in every post or some fucking shit.unlike some wannabe gurls which are plain twit and annoying.and just cause im fun and slightly insane doesn't mean imma bitch,just get that in your thick skulls.

QUIZ 2 HAHAAHA<3:) style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">want it to be?
MY GIRLFRIENDSS

2. When shopping at the grocery
store,do you return your cart?
Duh.Dwan drag home leh.so dumb,and not so desperate one ok

3. If you had to kiss the last person
you kissed again, would you?
Hmm of course;)

4. Do you take compliments well?
yeah cause i dun go round BOASTING LIKE SOME PEOPLE DO.or fake humility.sheez

5. Do you play Sudoku?
nah,but im pretty ok at it.

6 . If abandoned alone in the
wilderness would you survive?
no lah sheez.tiger eat me liao

7. If your house were on fire, what
would be the first thing you would
save?
myself

8. Who was the last person you slept
in the bed with?
ew i dun even let anyone come near my bed.

9. Who do you text the most?
boyf and girlfs

10 . Favorite children's book?
enid blyton lol

11 . Eye color?
hazel.

12. How tall are you?
159cm

13. If you could do it over again,
start from scratch, would you?
no.sheez people need to fucking learn to move on.cuz even if you can fall back into time,you might make worst mistakes.so just bury everything and move on.

14. Any secret admirers?
Heh GRACIA I KNOW U THINK I BERRY HOTZ

15. does de person u miss misses u?
TRASHY,DO YOU MISS ME?

16. When was the last time you were at
Olive Garden?
Hur?

17. Favorite ex..?
ew no favz

18. Where was the furthest place you
travelled?
plutozzx

19. Do you like mustard?
ew nuuuuh.chili better

20. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
both lah.eat then sleep then eat then sleep.happy pig cycle

21. Do you miss anyone?
TRASHY

22. Can you do splits?
can.i used to train in dance

23. What movie do you want to see?
dnoo

24. What did you do for New Year's Eve?
um shopping?

2 5. Do you think The Grudge was
creepy?
nvr watch

2 6. Do you own a camera phone?
yeah who don't lah

27. Was your mom a cheerleader?
ew no

28. What's the last letter of your
middle name?
not telling.its dumb

29. Are you hispanic?
no-_-

30 . Do you like care bears?
quite kewl.i only like some

31. What do you buy at the Movies?
popcorn,nachos,coke,hotdogs,the whole snackbar

32. Do you know how to play poker?
no

33. Do you wear your seatbelt?
nevur

34. What do you wear to sleep?
birthday suit.LOL NO LAH.Pjs/bigtshirts paired with shorts or sth

35. Anything big ever happen in your
city?
car accidents?mas selamat?lol

36. Is your hair straight or curly?
wavy<3 style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">37. Is your tongue pierced?
no but my navel is;)

38. Do you like Liver and onions?
ew wtf noooooo

39. Do you like funny or serious
people better?
those who know the limit,too funny people are annoying at times while serious people are gosh too wlao.So yeah.

40. Ever been to L.A.?
nah.been to london tho

41. Who is on your mind right now?
friends

42.any plans for tonight?
eat iscream

43. Whats your fav. song at the moment?
Eisley songs,lost prophet songs,nightwish songs,relientk songs etc

44 . Do you hate chocolate?
when its overload.

45. What do you and your parents fight
about the most?
we don't even fucking talk.

4 6. Are you a gullible person?
sometimes,if you catch me w my guard down.i like to think i protect myself tho

47. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend
to be happy?
i dun need them to be happy,cuz im happy being alone but they ADD TO MY JOY.ily guys

4 8 . If you could have any job what
would it be?
sth in the line of art/can interact w people/fashion

49. Are you easy to get along with?
not rly.idk lah

50. What is your favorite time of day?
midnight

51. Are you generally a happy person?
i think so...

Of the people in your life, who is Most Likely to Succeed?
Idk man.I think Tessa/Olivia/Layne/Kirsten/Kathryn/Kailin,they all have their own talents,are really smart,can interact well and all.
Of the people in your life, who has the Dreamiest Eyes?
um idk.diao dreamy meh
Of the people in your life, who is the Cutest Couple?
charl and AHEM AHEM.im gonna get slaughtered for this but owell.technically,not a couple.yet.lulz.
Of the people in your life, who is Most Changed?
Charl,she's more serious and focused now:)AIM FOR SAME SUBJECT COMBO NEXT YEAR!
Of the people in your life, who is the Geekiest?
Faziah/SarahAu/Boyf LOOOOOL.DAMN FUNNY GEEKY PPL
What is your favorite (toy) stuffed animal?
Kimoo the beaaar named after KIM BEBEBECA HSU
What do you think of stuffed animals as gifts?
OMG AWESOME
What do you do with a stuffed animal you don’t want?
give other ppl hehe!
What are your thoughts on the whole Beanie Babies craze of the nineties?
dno lah,quite cute.its a craze meh
How many stuffed animals do you own?
many lah.

1. The person who tag you is:
- KimBecca
2. Your relationship with him/her:
-Close friend,good asshole wiping purtner
3. Your 5 impressions with him/her:
NICE HAIR,SMARTY,COOL,POPULAR,TEACHERS PET LOOOL

4. The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you:
- Lied for me:)
5. The most memorable words that he/she had said to you:
- OMG HE'S THERE,HURRY GO!looool!
6. If he/she will become your lover, will you:
- yay i have such a sexy kim for luver haha not.
7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she will have to improve on will be:
- her face,cannot be prettier than me):
8. If he/she become your enemy, will you:
i cry haha
.9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason being will be:
- idk lah
10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is:
- to stuff her skinny bod with food
11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
- HOT CHICK
12. How do you think people around you feel about you:
THEY FEEL THAT IMMA BITCH LOL.Z
13. The character you love of yourself is:
I dun bother w whatevers going on i mind my own business and i dun care abt anything else
14. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is:
being stupid haha
15. The most ideal person you want to be:
- idk who

1) who sits next to you?
edythe/kara

2) who's in front of you?
fuzzy and kirsten brains

3) who's on your left?
kara

4) who's on your right?
edythe

5) who are your close friends in the
class?
Vanice,Amanda,Idelle,Izzy,Berlin,Hazel,Tanya,Phoebe,Sarah,Wildsistaz and twinnietallies.

6) who's the sporty girl in your
class?
Sarah,Natalie,Allison

7) who's the sporty guy in your
class?
No guys haha

WHO'S THE...
8) most "sadistic"?
VANICE!

9) cutest guy?
No guy

10) cutest girl?
Got alot...you choose ok....CHLOE JOY KAYLEIGH HSIAOLE MADELEINE TANYA PHOEBE

11) prettiest?
IDK.Got alot chiobus.wait ah.AMANDA AUDREY BERLIN HAZEL IDELLE CELYNN LAUREL MERIL NICO JENNA LEANNE SUYING YURI KARA V&V WYNNETTTTIE

12) most annoying?
NATALIE lol

13)funniest?
EDYTHEEE

14)your favorite teacher?
um dun have-_-

15)favorite subject?
after school

16) who's your class president? how's
she/he?
head monitress:
Berlin.sexy sexy.smart smart.richkidrichkid.ugh.idkle

17) who's the vice president? how's
she/he?
nicolette-sexy smart richkid

18) your class is?
DUMB

19) do you love your class? why?
I LIKE BUDDY CLASS MORE):

20) do you have a crush on someone in
your class?
NAOOO

21) if you were in some other class.
which will you pick?
BUDDY CLASS ZOMG.

1) BOYFRIEND
2) CHARL
3) TESS
4) LAYNE
5) VAN
6) REE
7) KIM
8) MANDAPANDA
9) CHERYL
10) JT

(who is no.6 having relationship with?)
- Idk.Imaginary one with E Cullen.

(Is no 9 a female or male?)
- f

(If 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?)
-OMG LOOOOL HAHA QUITE GOOD,ONLY THAT IT SPOILS THE CHARL+JT TGTHR THING!

(how about no.8 and 5?)
- VAN AND AMANDA LOLWTFBBQZZ.!!Notbad hahaaa

(What is no.2 studying about?)
- SHE STUDIES?! LOL HAHA

(When was the last time u had a chat with no.5?)
-three days ago

(Will you woo no 3?)
- WHY NOT!!?LOOL

(How about no.7?)
- I DONT MIND:)

(What's the name of no.9?)
-CHERYL LAH WLAO

(What's the hobby of no.4?)
- ARTY FARTY STUFF

(Where is no.2 studying at?)
- SKUL(L)

(Say something about no.1)
- AIIIIIIIII

(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?)
- CANT BE BOTHERED LUL SHE'S ATTACHED ALR

(what's ur relationship wif no.10?)
- SISTER IN LAW LUL.

(when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?)
- IDK.QUITE SOME TIME ALR

(what kind of music band does no.8 like?)
- SOME WEIRD INDIE BAND.

(Does no.1 has any siblings?)
- YESSSH

(Is no.4 single?)
- IDK MAN.MAYBE NOT ALR...

(What's the surname of no.5?)
- KANGZXXZXZXZ

(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?)
- THEY DNO EACH OTHER

(Where is no.2 studying at?)
- SKUL(L)

(Talk something casually about no.1?)
- HOTNESS

(Where does no.9 live at)
- BISHAN SOMEWHERE

(What color does no.4 like?)
- GREEEEN FREAK

(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?)
- NAO

(Does no.7 likes no.2?)
- YES ALOT.THEY LIKE BEST FRIENDS ALR HAHA.

(Does no.1 have any pets?)
- NAO

(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?)
- KIM IS NOOOT.I AM SEXIEST OKKKXZXZ

Hmm can I change my chinese name now,I think it sucks lah wlao.So crap the name.EW I WISH I HAD A NICER CHINESE NAME LEH WLAO I HATE MY CHINESE NAME LOOOOOL.And im thinking of dyeing my hair BLACK,but then it won't match my EYEBROWS.Lol.And crisis!

xoxo people.I wanna play myscene lul.

It takes two hands to hold but one to let go.

i have no secrets kept from you;

Friday, October 24, 2008

ANGEL DENISE KEILA @ 1:20 AM

I know your pussies very itchy.
So grabaguy,fuckabody.

i have no secrets kept from you;

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Peaaaaace @ 1:39 AM

Yesterday was fucking fucking awesome:D
Minus the 'stalkers' wtf so boliao.
Ok I have a nice haircut!Changed shampoo,went to spa and facial and this JeanYip hair salon,haha my hair is browner than ever,tinted a little;)))))And its thinner and longer,and looks natural;)

SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE;D

Haha,anyway I've met some new friends,yes finally,and no,not from school.Well some of them are from school,but most of them aren't.
Gracia,Camelia,Maxine,Jervyn,Kerryn,Szeling,Vanessa,Alexandra,Dawn,Jolyn Chan,Adrianne,Chantalle,Elissa,Weixuan,Ziyan,Glen,Justin,RuiJun,ZiZhuang,KeLin,YiAn and Yuki.
Yay,more msn chatmates;)

And Chelsea's friend Stephanie asked me out,as in to go out with them,without Chelsea (ok i dnoowhy lah) but omg I am so going -screams- With Layne too;))

Now baby is overseas wtfffff):

i have no secrets kept from you;